Longing for sleep

Listening to Garbage, contemplating life...

Marc starts back to school in a few days. I go back in January. Finally made a decision and am going to stick with it. Yes my art pays well. My book is coming along. But, watching Marc go thru what he has with his ADHD and being officially diagnosed and treated myself. I want to take my experiences and help others. 70 million children are diagnosed with ADHD every year. So this is it... the woman who has been online counselor lol for so many...

I am going to go back and get my doctorate in psychology. Already have an offer of employment in an office working in group therapy sessions after I have a semester under my belt. I have had professors tell me thru the years that it was my calling to go into psychology, that I understand it so well. But, I have always thought I just got it cause I was loony too... lol. Maybe that is what it takes, can someone who has never had any type of emotional or mental upset truly empathize and understand the people who come to them for help?

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Now for lyrics... for it wouldnt be an entry without them! lol

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Avalanche is sullen and too thin
She starves herself to rid herself of sin
And the kick is so divine when she sees bones beneath her skin
And she says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

Chris is all dressed up and acting coy
Painted like a brand new Christmas toy
He's trying to figure out if he's a girl or he's a boy
He says:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

Doodle takes Dad's scissors to her skin
And when she does relief comes setting in
While she hides the scars she's making underneath her pretty clothes
She sings:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

Therapy is speedie's brand new drug
Dancing with the devil's past has never been too fun
It's better off than trying to take a bullet from a gun
And she cries:
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

JT gets all fucked up in some karaoke bar
After two drinks he's a loser after three drinks he's a star
Getting all nostalgic as he sings "I Will Survive"
Hey baby can you bleed like me?
C'mon baby can you bleed like me

You should see my scars
You should see my scars
You should see my scars
You should see my scars

Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Just try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend
Try to comprehend that which you'll never comprehend

You should see my scars(La,La,La)
You should see my scars(La,La,La)
You should see my scars(La,La,La)

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Thank god for Sherilyn Manson ... the sexy talented bitch that she is!